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Back on the road

October 26, 2009

Che Guevara- the paradigm of a human being.

Some excerpts from the

 ‘kaleidoscopic pages of the diary with its constant symbiosis of the literary stylist and the deep-sighted observer’

  • Solitary peak is at its most solemn and imposing
  • We shall see
  • More days to add to the diary. Full of inner life and nothing more. A collection of failures of every kind and unchanging sources of hope
  • Decidedly I’m one given to optimistic fatalism
  • My decision is made : unshakeable and heroic
  • My life is so exactly the same that it is hardly worth relating anything
  • I preferred to vanish with a sonnet to thin air
  • To speak of plans in my situation would be to tell of a hastily assembled dream
  • To do that would be the most horrible betrayal of the two I’s inside me : the socialist and the traveler
  • Several days have passed in which things did not happen at the feverish pace of previous days
  • It has all been like a beautiful dream from which you are in no hurry to awake
  • A bit of lateral pressure can set me off in a completely different direction
  • Life is monotonous and undisciplined, with pointless discussions and every possible form of time-wasting
  • The impression he gives me is of a sincere but excitable individual, one of those ambitious people who, as the result of a blunder, can find himself in the position of violently abjuring his faith, but who, at a certain moment, is capable of making the most exalted sacrifices   (Che describing Carlos Manuel Pellecer)
  • Everything is devilishly complicated
  • Another day added to the collection without any greater victories over my reputation for idling
  • A little water has passed under the bridge
  • There are two ways of arriving at what you so much fear: a positive way of direct persuasion, and a negative way of complete disenchantment
  • I can’t say, even approximately, at what moment I stopped reasoning and acquired something like a faith, because the road was quite long and there was a lot of turning back
  • You are the black sheep in the flock
  • A lot of things have happened, or not such a lot-it depends on your point of view
  • Perhaps I’ll simply keep wandering long enough to complete a solid education and to take the pleasures I have awarded myself for this life, before seriously devoting myself to the pursuit of my ideal
  • Things develop with tremendous speed and no one can predict where they will be next year and why
  • The neglect shown by the authorities is almost complete
  • I fight for the things in which I believe,with the weapons in my reach
  • Not only am I not moderate now,I shall try never to be
  • And if I ever detect in myself that the sacred flame has given way to a timid votive flicker, the least I can do is vomit over my own shit
  • Any great work requires passion, and the revolution requires passion and audacity in large doses. Things that humanity as a whole does have
  • Freedom of expression is already a myth
  • ….will remain so for however many years the spheroid has room for me on its outer mantle
  • I decided first to carry out the main tasks, to rush at the order of things with a shield on my arm (a complete fantasy) and then, if the windmills did not break my nut, to sit down and write
  • The sky has not darkened, the constellations have not fallen apart, nor have there been floods or hurricanes of extreme severity; the signs are good. They augur victory
  • I think that I’ll be able to say like a poet you don’t know: “I shall carry beneath the earth only the sorrow of an unfinished song”
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‘Travel’lionship

October 24, 2009

I remember going for the himalyan club annual meet and watching the expedition  movies.As also being able to attend a seminar by a female doctor who had been on an Antarctica expedition team .The chapter on Bachendri Pal in school had  mesmerized me. It was like wow ! All this and much more opened me to a world which seemed much more beautiful and serene.Awaiting to be discovered.

Ever since I’d been wanting to go and discover the true beauty of the himalayas-as a traveller and not a tourist-as put by my friend Cinni.She’s my partner in crime-we both started off with the ‘We have to go to Ladakh !’ thing.OCD’s that we are-soon we lost track of everything else-life has been ‘Ladakh’ ever since.All through her final year exams-and my semesters and vivas-we shared the same dreams.Asking people-people agreeing-planning -people backing out-whacky ads (lol)-planning again-finally settling in for a conducted tour!! When it was finally happening-we needed someone to jolt us back to reality-it was like we were living a dream. And then meeting some amazing people-tapori (a photography enthusiast-must be 50+ but hated to be called uncle),anand (brilliant comic timing),chuski aka akshay,sneha,uncle,aunty…Our ‘tour’ escort (harshad gets my point here :P ) was another amazing guy…

Cinni,Sneha,Akshay-we bonded on the trip.Over photographs-craZy songs-riverside chats-star gazing-long uninterrupted music sessions. I remember the walk down the unlit road at Nubra and the wanting to go on like that forever. 

I requested them to write on the whole experience and they’ve been nice enough to do so.What we share is not palpable but its within each of us. I hand the remaining post over to them.I’ll quote Cinni again-THE MEMORY REMAINS. Looking forward to much more.

Welcome to Mumbai- the trip is over ! *SIGH*

Welcome to Mumbai- the trip is over ! *SIGH*

SNEHA :

This summer, before I embarked onto another tryst with institutionalised education, I thought I should treat myself to my father’s then obsession: a trip to Ladakh.

I will admit I did not extensively research it or pursue it. It’s like one of those people you don’t know, don’t have to stalk, pursue or impress, but you are sure that u will click and that it’s meant to work out. Well, a happy blind faith in the destination and a good chance to spend a vacation with my parents drove me to the trip to Ladakh.

Skipping the tour details, I will move on to my first moment of grounding: the feeling of awe and insignificance. It was a lone walk in the woods behind our hotel in Solang and I was drawing closer to the snow capped peak I had been gaping at from my car window to the drive up here. The peak towered over me, belittling me  but also succumbing to the snow fall covering its view and altering its landscape. It was magnificent yet a part of the whole; a tiny cog in the entire mechanism.

This sense of contrast feeling stayed with me all through the trip; be it my first snow fall at Rohtang where the white monotonous sheet of snow/ice threw up multifarious patterns, or the -4 degrees of Sarchu that also burnt my cheeks. There were hardly moments when I/we were not gaping, ooh-ing, aah-ing, wow-ing, clicking, stopping on the roads and taking turns peeing (yellow seemed like a bad colour then :P )

The best part of such a trip is the sheer unpredictability. Nature can be sweet enough to let one glimpse many untimely phenomenon, often disrupting your plans and stranding you for hours next to some nameless rivulet. You are at her mercy and it’s fabulous and frustrating. The much awaited bike ride down from Khardung-La was almost marred by a man made obstruction, though we did make it after a few prayers and curses. And then again we had little to do. The wind dictates the speed and direction. All your strength goes in applying the brakes, your feet going numb with no real exercise and nose and ears braving the shrill wind. It was a breath taking experience and eventually each of us picked a different pace. Soon  i was cruising along alone, singing to myself watching the curves and the light break as fractals over the curves of the mountain along with the hilarious sign boards by the Border Forces like “I like you, but not so fast” “ Be gentle on my curves”

More snippets in a pipette very soon. This little paragraph has triggered many memories that will soon flow out like the river Zanskar, erratic and sporadic, and a quick dip in it once in a while is way too much fun! {Chuski, that one is for you !! ;) }

 

AKSHAY :

I was to have my best friend accompany me( for want of an entertainer) but alas,that was not to be. I was destined to go to the ‘land of the Gods’ alone. So I did, but never really missed anyone thanks to all the wonderful(more like, ‘wonderfully interesting’) folks that I came to meet there. The feeling of being so close to almost-virgin landscapes was intoxicating. The high that I’d once got from a dozen shots of vodka was nothing compared to the one I got from being so close to nature in its most natural form. Those days were truly fifteen of the most memorable days that I have ever lived as a part of my not-so-lively-life. Times that I would kill for, to relive, friends that..umm..well..I don’t want to sound all dramatic,but well..friends who I’ll cherish for a lifetime and food I would so love to live off for the rest of my life; this experience was one that was uniquely unique. Viva Ladakh !

 

 SUHASINI :

I don’t remember when or how it started; it seems that the adventurer in me always wanted to go to Ladakh. This intense desire gradually turned into an obsession that peaked 3-4 months prior to the trip. The elaborate research and planning made it look as if a trip to Ladakh was the sole motive in life.

When the trip started, we couldn’t believe that it was actually happening. It was a surreal experience. There are so many priceless moments that I can write a book. The 3 guys in rajdhani, listening to bhojpuri songs at Sam’s place, watching RDB, the enchanting road trip, the majestic Himalayas that made us realize how insignificant we are, the patriotic feeling, listening to A.R, the stark landscape, mountain biking, picture perfect pangong, staying up all night listening to music, the kargil adventure, our long walks, star gazing, cheese omelettes at Leh, the entire trip. Words cannot do justice to the feeling and I fall short of adjectives when asked to describe Ladakh. It’s barely 3 months since the trip but it seems like a lifetime. Back to our mundane lives, only THE MEMORY REMAINS and nostalgia strikes.

Hope is a good thing and I hope in our second visit we ride our Royal Enfield’s and explore Ladakh as a traveler and not as a tourist.

BIBA ROYAL ENFIELD !

BIBA ROYAL ENFIELD !

 

Pardon my weird expression-I think we couldn’t contain our excitement on getting to sit on Enfield for some Spanish shoot and shouting ‘BIBA ROYAL ENFIELD’ . I know my blog has just too much  stuff on Ladakh-and I can still write more.

Till we go there on bikes….this obsession will stay… :)

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Untitled!

October 24, 2009

Read something somewhere and it reminded me of this exercise we had done for PCT last year.We were told to put down our academic and extra curricular achievements in school and college,the good and the bad qualities,interests,what you want to do and stuff-in a creative manner.Now that I look back at it it was not that bad a thing to do.Thought it too trivial and kiddish then.And ironically, diificult to write such things about your ownself. This is how it looked like: (Thank cell phone cameras-coz we had to submit it to never see it again!)

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Escapades

October 3, 2009
Lost Highway

Lost Highway

A friend of mine introduced me to his friend as the ‘Ladakh girl’ . Well I don’t prefer taking names. That brought back the nostalgia. Ever since then I’ve been contemplating to post something related to my trip.

LET’S GET LOST

Months of planning and anticipating and finally there I was. In a place that defies every definition of utmost beauty and scaling magnitudes with daunting landscapes and freaks of nature-Ladakh. The experience has been surreal and I still suffer nostalgia pangs. It dumbfounded me. The landscapes tranquilized every nerve in my body. Transcending beyond reality and belief. Geological masterpieces. Each unique. None like the other. Enchanting colours. I’m still in doubt if this place exists for real.

As if this weren’t enough, another long awaited dream came true. Mountain biking down the highest motorable road Khardung-la (la means pass in Tibetan). The numbers didn’t matter. Nor was the aim to set any individual records. It was for the mere thrill and adventure. That extra gush of blood – adrenaline pump.

Finally, the ‘Let’s get Lost’ moment came.

6 of us got onto our bikes 5 kms below Khardung-la at around 6.30 pm. It’s at 18380 ft. There was no effort required to be put in as we chose to go downhill (for obvious reasons). No pedaling. Just had to control the brakes. The mountains on one side-the valley on the other. Made for the perfect Lost moment. Started off together but slowly I drifted ahead. I had no control over the gears and I could not limit my speed ‘within limits’. Tried catching up with the two guys ahead but then they were way too fast. So in no time, I was all alone. No man’s land. No vehicles. Again, this was surrealistic. The Lost moment. The silent conversations. The withheld excitement finally crept up. Romanticizing each moment. Singing ‘The Best days of my life’, ‘Lost Highway’, ‘Hotel California’. Each note resonated with the sound of the wind. Like a splash of water, the wind kept hitting at my face. Reality check called for! It’s an indescribable feeling. I’m lost for the correct adjectives to create the exact imagery. Though my fingers were cold, dead…braking was taking its toll on them…yet it never seemed too long… I can say I was ‘Comfortably Numb’…

On a dark desert highway...cool wind in my hair !

On a dark desert highway...cool wind in my hair !

I kept moving ahead. Though after a while it seemed too long enough and I started to wish to not remain alone. The terrain was too daunting and unwanted adventure here is foolishness. Finally I was made to stop and wait by uncle who was in the vehicle that was tracking me and the other two guys. Soon the others came and then I had to follow the tour escort’s bike. The Lost moment was over.*sigh*

It’s the most heavenly and serene experience I’ve ever had. I don’t know if I ever were to go again would this feeling still be the same.

We biked till around 8.30 pm. The headlights and the taillights helped find the way. But we finally had to stop as it was getting too dark to make out where the road was and where it wasn’t! Clicked some ‘Yeah! We did it’ photos… Hurray(ed) and yippee(d) … We felt no less than an expedition team. The fervor had driven us insane I guess.

Nothing I did is worth bragging about or is a display of any sort of achievement. It was neither a feat nor a task. It was plain magical. Don’t miss this if you ever happen to go to this place. And let that be asap. Still madly in love with the place, can’t get over it. Raring to go again.

LaDAKH CaLLiNg yet again!

 

FinaLLy scared ??!!  

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Almost over!! On our way back to Srinagar via Kargil. Kargil-the place reminds us of the war and the blood and gore and so on. Nothing like that welcomed us though. The glances and multiple glances and continuous glances did send the creeps though. The hotel looked like a shady place…And our rooms were painted in bright blues, pinks, parrot greens…

The trip was awesome. With the cycling, rafting, walking around, trekking, hiking, camping, mind boggling landscapes…What more could I ask for ?? Lucky me!! So we all were getting nostalgic and decided to not sleep (we- Akshay,Sneha,Cinni and me). Sitting outside my room and listening to songs, chatting. The laughter had to be muffled as everyone was fast asleep. The electricity went off and the place seemed spookier than before. We could sense someone around and after quite some time we were told to go away by some hotel guy. So it ended there. They both left and we went into our room.

The fun…or…I don’t know ‘what’ starts here. There was a lot of ‘chairs shuffling’ and ‘footsteps’ noise outside the room. We ignored. Then there was knocking on our door. Harder and louder as each minute passed by. And then there was knocking on the glass windows. My friend grabbed the Swiss knife and I tried to locate my Thermos in the dark. We were ready for attack. We thought of combat tricks and it seemed like such an adventure to us. But the knocking on the windows just got louder – and finally we were shit scared. Tried to be , actually ! Pitch dark,everyone fast asleep…we didn’t know what to do. Finally I thought of the tried and tested ‘Bachao’. We went close to the door – the next knock and we slammed the door open and screamed in unison- “Bachao!! Kaun hai be!!” Two people ran in opposite directions and disappeared in the dark. Finally we knocked on our neighbour’s door and got them awake.

It has kept us wondering why it happened in the first place. It was manifestly evident that that was no more a safe place to be in.

Whoa! What an experience this was. Sadly, my writing skills aren’t good enough to create the exact scene. DNM.

Aftermath...

Aftermath...

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DismantleD

September 23, 2009

 

stand out copy fin

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My blank slate…

September 23, 2009

BoySlateIn the elevator – A term coined by a close pal – ‘My slate is blank right now’. What is this supposed to mean?? I was equally perplexed. And then came the moment of enlightenment- it  implies a status check – single/not single. Well in that case my slate has always been blank ! And I know I have a lot of company here!

Spare me the mushy stuff – is my reason for the blank slate. Maybe I’m completely wrong- maybe I sound phlegmatic. My close friends know how fatuous and zany my ideas are about the Mr. Right who I have come to believe doesn’t exist. And if I go by my pre-conceived notions and list of requirements I’m sure to die a bachelor! Again, I’m sure I have a lot of company here too!

And as another friend put it- the commitment shit is not at all flattering. Agreed. From what I’ve seen friends not having a blank slate go through. Who wants to endure all this amidst the quotidian agony and anguish that we are subjected to !

 There can be a million reasons why one would have a blank slate. The whole !dea of this post is to elicit responses from fellow bloggers. As it is manifestly evident, I have no better work to do. Nothing inspires me enough. A writer’s block that has prolonged beyond expectation now is killing. Yet I’m willing to know- why is the slate blank??!!

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Must check out !!!

September 19, 2009
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BLACK

September 10, 2009

Now people who know me, know pretty well about my ongoing and never ending romance with Black. Black to me is the  colour I can most relate with and have come closest to experience. Black both mystifies and attracts me.

The emptiness that it withholds.The secrets that it never reveals. The fears and inhibitions that it enshrouds. The radiance that it emits. The silhouette that it creates. The void that it fills.

BLACK is beautiful.

(BLACK is a necessity!   :P)

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GraFFiti !!

August 22, 2009
Well uhh.. :))

Well uhh.. :) )


What's your CraZY thing !!

What's your CraZY thing !!


Now this is mind-boggling !!

Now this is mind-boggling !!

 

I’ve always been intrigued with graffiti. I think it’s a great way to not just express yourself , but express yourself loud! That happened on 15th and 16th August at Tulsipipe road from Mahim to Dadar. Ya I regret not being there and doing the thing. But man, the whole place looks amazing ! 240 photographs , 240 individuals, one message. Love for the city, for the country. There was a lot of SRS ! (now if you don’t know what that means, think hard) But there was also a lot of artistic and meaningful stuff ! There were my favourites- Bhagat Singh and Che Guevara. And Music Will Save The World wall was fab! I can keep rambling on and on about the works but guess I’d let the photos do the talking.

You must check out all of them @:  http://picasaweb.google.co.in/thelittleterrorist/GraffitiArt?authkey=Gv1sRgCOuMnIHK1-yqbg#

Love thy people, people

Love thy people, people

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Hallelujah!

Hallelujah!

 

And here’s the most important ::

Pretty much whts gonna happen

Pretty much whts gonna happen

Calm Like a Bomb ::

Che

Che

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Ladakh photos

July 25, 2009

Link for the photos:

Too many to put up on this site…Check out…

http://picasaweb.google.co.in/thelittleterrorist